1) Lost a fairly sizable check from my parents which they kindly sent for the wedding (which I thankfully found)
2) Lost my Bible.
3) Lost my keys.
4) Slept through my alarm and was subsequently laaaaate for work.
5) Forgot to send my dad's Father's Day card with his Father's Day present.
I feel, though, that I can justify the fact that I seem to be having a break from reality. The Wedding is now less that a month away. Shaun defends his thesis in three days. I am in a wedding tomorrow. We are looking for a job for Shaun...any of which are in a completely different state. I am hating (what's new?) my job. I am plant-sitting. I can't sleep at night. I am dieting.
Justifiable or not, though, I am worried that my mental breakdown is bleeding over into my wedding preparation. If I can lose my keys, Bible, and a check in the course of seven days, am I losing track of wedding details, too? I feel as though I must be.
So, does every bride feel like this? I assume some of the more even-tempered, cooler-headed ladies have themselves and their weddings more under control at this point than I do. Or, am I just crazy? Is it all under control? Is everything accounted for that possibly can be? But how, in my current state, could I even know?
I have never been a ditzy, forgetful person, and it's really frustrating that I am right now.
