1) Lost a fairly sizable check from my parents which they kindly sent for the wedding (which I thankfully found)
2) Lost my Bible.
3) Lost my keys.
4) Slept through my alarm and was subsequently laaaaate for work.
5) Forgot to send my dad's Father's Day card with his Father's Day present.
I feel, though, that I can justify the fact that I seem to be having a break from reality. The Wedding is now less that a month away. Shaun defends his thesis in three days. I am in a wedding tomorrow. We are looking for a job for Shaun...any of which are in a completely different state. I am hating (what's new?) my job. I am plant-sitting. I can't sleep at night. I am dieting.
Justifiable or not, though, I am worried that my mental breakdown is bleeding over into my wedding preparation. If I can lose my keys, Bible, and a check in the course of seven days, am I losing track of wedding details, too? I feel as though I must be.
So, does every bride feel like this? I assume some of the more even-tempered, cooler-headed ladies have themselves and their weddings more under control at this point than I do. Or, am I just crazy? Is it all under control? Is everything accounted for that possibly can be? But how, in my current state, could I even know?
I have never been a ditzy, forgetful person, and it's really frustrating that I am right now.
Just breath sweetie. That's all you can really do. And if you forget a detail, which you probably will by the time this is all said and done, just know that it will probably be a small detail. And I can promise you, that on the day you get married, none of the details will matter at all.
ReplyDeleteThe small details especially won't matter if you throw together a random road trip (which I know is totally impossible with a baby) and bring Dalton River to meet his auntie. I would probably even forget I was getting married, I'd be so in love with your little man. I already am, just from pictures.
ReplyDeleteHe's so much cuter in person...you have no idea!
ReplyDeleteI can't wait until you can meet him.